Friday, May 19, 2006
Sorry I have not done a blog in a few days. My mind is on over drive and when I sit down to write this blog I just cant concentrate? My mind is with my 83 years old Mother who is not doing well at all. My trips of 250 miles back and forth are wearing me down mentally and physically.
As I see her laying in a hospital bed I see a young girl with a lot of dreams. The small things that make her happy. She tells me that she loves everyone in the family. I wonder how long this will last before God decides that its her time to be with him? She told me she was ready for heaven. As I look back at my life with my Mom, I know that she tried her best to raise a good family.
I am thankful for my friend Howard. He is there when I need just a small pick me up. We had a good chat today and I am happy he was online. My prayers are out to all who need them, as well as my Mom. Lord, Keep me strong, for I feel that I am slipping. Knowing that your there to hold my hand through this hard time. In Jesus name I pray, Amen....